Pornography

December 5 - 6, 2023

I'm tired of

how many times

I daydream

about these

pornographic

images that

I keep looking at

because it

doesn't make

me any more

aware of

what I'm doing

is a waste

of my life

Uncertain

or unprepared

of what my

future holds

and I keep on

screwing it all

over and over

time and again

It's all I have

to escape

the everyday

thrashing

of my mother's

harsh words

and I just want

to have a

good time

in the dark

Lifestyle's

a fortune

and there is

more to it than

I realize now

as what would I

ever accomplish

if there's nowhere

to turn to for

professional advice

Second's only

counting

and I still

daydream

about these

pornographic

images in

my poor head

Do you think this was supposed to happen...?