Memory

February 9, 2023

I want the memory back

That which is my childhood

I don't forget

Yet I forgot

I don't remember myself anymore

I don't know what I had done

Whilst I was still a child

Whilst I still had time to learn

To grow

To understand

To move on

I realize now

That there's no turning back now

The damage is done

My memory faded

My innocence faded

I carry on

But I know now

I'm myself again

But not the same anymore

Feeling griefful

Feeling guilty

Feeling hopeless

But not everything is dead

I don't need to throw it away

I still have time to fix

To change

To be better

I'll owe it to myself once more

That I'll be happy again