I Am a Computer

August 30, 2022

I am a computer

I wonder what it feels like to be less autistic

I hear the sound of spectrographic images

I see nothing but pain

I want spaghetti sauce

I am a computer

I pretend to be cute

I feel underwhelmed

I touch my pores

I worry my young never dies

I cry endlessly

I am a computer

I understand why this is happening

I say, you say, we say everything at all times

I dream about crazy shit

I try to better my health...but oh woe is me, no luck

I hope to stop contemplating suicide

I am a computer