After All This Time I'm Someone Else

December 8, 2023

My old self is no more through these choices

And now I start to wonder if I was ever in this life

Just wanting to be that special someone.

I have no emotions or feelings

Lifeless beyond disbelief

Somehow a lot less childish than I thought...

Not being aware of the things I did

But I wish I'd let it be

I don't wish to escape anymore.

I said the things I said.

I did the things I did.

It's all in my past,

And now I wish I never remembered every single one of them.

There's a way out,

But I'm not strong enough to know it

Yet I keep looking for it...